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I’ve tried to keep this blog all happy and businessie, but maybe transparency is a good thing. Here goes:
It’s been tough year for me personally and for Caroline Creates. Don’t get me wrong, my life is amazingly wonderful. However, often times I feel unfulfilled. I had a very slow wedding season last year and this spring has been slow as well. I’ve been questioning if I’m supposed to keep doing this and if I’m going to make it. SO FRUSTRATING.
I’ve always had trouble knowing what I’m meant to do with my life. Many may know that I was a ballet dancer. I mean the kind of not eating, 4 dance classes a day, majoring in ballet and planning on auditioning to dance professionally kind of ballet dancer. It was my life and I always felt like that was what I was meant to do. I had a severe injury and had to stop dancing. Fast forward and here I am designing stationery? Weird. But it makes sense! It’s creative and expressive and has all the highs and lows of performing.It’s given me that sense of fulfillment that I so desperately missed.
Once again, I am facing the possibility of having to quit doing what I love. I won’t go into the gory details. What you need to know and what I’ve been struggling with is that you can’t give up. Struggle is all part of it. You wouldn’t appreciate what you had if you didn’t have to work to get it. I gave up on dance so easy. I could have seen other doctors, taken a year off to have surgery and gone back. I could have fought instead of laying there waiting to die.
I’m fighting now.
I’m not going to give up on this. I’m going to create create create until I’m blue in the face. I’m going to make this happen. I’m going to learn from my mistakes and move on.
I CAN DO THIS!
What are you struggling with and how do you pick yourself up?
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